if i'm normal, i'd hate myself

THERE'S.....

one time i almost spray my friend with iced tea
i was drinking it & laugh at the same time. and you know, the drink burst out of my mouth
how disgusting was that? i texted my fellow friend on the way back to bed
saying i'm sorry for my disgusting-ness
(translate: aku hampir tersembur teh ais kat kawan aku. g-ross. kan? but she said it's fine. involuntary action she said. LOL)

one time i actually feel like; if i had a boyfriend
and my friend happens to like him, i would easily give him to them
since i knew, my friend is always better than me. LOLS

one time i thought samsung corby is cool
because it's pc fair & it's selling out cheap. it's kinda cute & touch-screen yaw
but on second & third & fourth & infinity thoughts, it's not.
i'm waiting for my ipod touch baby cute. now that's cool

one time i am drooling over sinbad; legend of the seven seas
over brad pitt's voices & i'm loving the goddess of chaos
watch sinbad now! it's awesome!

one time i started to not care about money
the hell with cash
the hell with money
the hell with dollars or ringgits or cents
i don't love money as much as i'm loving my life
life worths more than a billion ringgits. keep that in mind
money buy materials, materials don't last forever and forever don't exist in real life

one time i actually look at random guys. IN THE EYES

one time i started to love all time low. especially alex gaskarth's voices

one time i ate breakfast, early lunch, lots of snacks in between & early dinner. and probably some caffeine later. maybe.

one time i listened to "so wrong, it's right" albums. by far "remembering sunday" is the only good ones in there.

one time i actually feels like bringing my bottle everywhere i go. i need water. my friends need water. we human needs water. okay.

one time i think internet is DOESN'T MATTER. so what if your blog is followed by thousands of people. so what if you had nobody liking your status. so what if people unfollowed you on twitter. so what if you are fooling on tumblr. so what??? because even if you have everything, and you actually have it and enjoy it, and then what? then what? THEN WHAT??

one time i actually quote something out of all time low's song. i am terrifically cool. am i?

one time i think everyone's cooler than me. especially those chicks with gorgeous hair. free-hair chicks who is of course prettier than me. but then when i think about it, they're not even close to cool. let alone cooler than me. they're just..........them.

one time i just wish i had ONE SINGLE PHONE. THAT. CAN. DO. EVERYTHING. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. come on inventors! beat the ipad! beat the iphone! beat the nokias! beat the galaxys! we want more!

one time i just missed my blackberry. curve 9300. it's light & simple. and with gps. that's the most important stuff i ever wanted right now. but there's a lot of bitches with blackberry nowadays in college. STUDENTS DON'T WEAR BLACKBERRY! somebody please tell them! haha

one time i feel like i should've started listing what i need to do. like doing the laundry once in three days. at least. or whatever.

one time i just can't stop thinking of daniel henney. lols

one time i am just happy for the friends that stick with me no matter how annoying, crazy & weird i am. i am quite a harsh lady. i hate everything & everyone. i can count the malay songs in my playlist with one hand. i kutuk malay movie as i'm watching it. i laugh for no reason & don't laugh for a reason. so yeah. i love my friends.

one time i feel like going home & sleep all day. but this is life yaw. college life is not that simple. it's not that easy. but it is fun & it better worth it.

one time i feel like saving but who cares?

one time i feel like dieting but i am tired e-nough.

one time i feel like studying but.... i studied much e-nough.

one time i feel & i realize only ALLAH who can HELP me in EVERYTHING. EVERYWHERE. ANYTIME. ANYWHERE. ANY WISH. ANY WISH-ES. ANYTHING. so i am grateful i was born this way. born to realize no one loves me more than ALLAH. and i love ALLAH too. from Him, the word forever exists :)

one time i feel like life is temporary.

one time i feel like all those gadgets, all those cool stuff you own that makes you think you're way better than me, those stuff don't matter.

one time i enjoy listening songs & easily get tired of it.

one time i think people don't change. THEY JUST FORGOT & MOVE ON.

one time i know. i am sure. i am not over him. realize it when my friend said; "farahin, tak habis2 dengan coklat mint die tu". ok. that was harsh. it cuts deep, man. lol.

one time i just missed all i mean all and all of my friends.

one time i just wanna be alone.

one time i wanna be in a crowd.

one time i am actually excited to update my blog. and i just did.

cause all the above, that "one time" is today. 2nd december of 2011.

yes. welcome december.

almost farewell to november.
almost farewell to 2011.
great, great year.

oh well. toodles ;)

be grateful & think ALLAH before doin something stupid. ALLAH knows E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.S.